Ugh. So I am on the weight loss train again. First let me just ask, what the hell? Why is it so hard? I used to think I was stronger than all of this, but alas, I am falling prey to the common emotions everyone seems to have. When I am stressed, I like to eat. There isn’t any other way around it. I can eat healthy all day long if I am happy, but how do I keep it up when my emotions run high and I don’t have any other way to deal with these emotions?
I guess the questions I should be asking myself have much more to do with my mental state than with my problem with food. I am an addict. There I said it. My drug of choice at the moment is food. I am always searching for my next fix and my fix right now is food. So, my weight loss journey is not quite as simple as maybe it is for other people, I do not know. I do not want to assume that I have it harder than others or anything. But I do acknowledge that I am an addict. Isn’t that the first step? Until I blog again…
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